To be lost...

Lately I've had this strange feeling of losing. Somewhat like the state in which one questions their own existence. It isn't a new realization. I've always wondered in the back of my mind. Though when the world decides to spiral in a different direction and I'm not there to meet it head on, it frightens me. The thought that soon, oh so very soon, my entire reality will become something totally new. I am helpless in stopping it...

I've been playing my guitar quite excessively lately. I'm ready to get going with a band and it's looking like I'm no my way. Myself and a few friends have finally decided to take a step beyond our minor pick-up group and make an effort to write some songs and learn some covers. So far, we have about 6 songs covered and almost 2 written. Our sound still remains to be heard, but I think we may find it some time in the near future.

I really should be going to bed. I like to be well rested before spending the day at school. I'll close this off with a picture of me and my guitar in front of the computer. It seems really random, but I noticed a slight change in my complexion today. It's probably just the way my hair fell. Who knows?