Undecided

I suppose I should let this be the first. The first of many paths in which I'm about to take. A whirlwind that will sweep across me and send me flying randomly into a world unseen. It is a bitter excitement that I have for this. To await something with the highest hopes blindly. That door just down the hallway. It's light peering out, stretching itself over my face. Whispering in my ear and beckoning me forward. The longing for this has always been present, but now, lacking its comfortable distance, it frightens.

I do not know what awaits me beyond this doorway. All I know is that whether it be pleasure or anguish I will face it without fear or regret and embrace each moment as it comes to me with a smile. This life will be a happy one. And I will never let anyone or anything change that. There is too much good in this world and life is much too short to be taken by sadness. The light is always there. Just to find where it is will be my quest.

My swords, the tongue, the pencil, the pen, the keyboard, shall all lie there at my aid. There to never diminish as my hope for a brighter tomorrow and a world worth dwelling in. This is no fantasy, this is life as I see it and wish it to be. So it shall be as far as I am concerned. The plans layed out before me, in the image of a blurred entity where hope follows its stead.

Whisper in my ear oh sweet undiminished tomorrow. I dream of you every night and I am never dissapointed. To see others who fall short of this is the only pain I might recieve in this world. And I've thus named it my wish to see all those around me embrace their lives as they are. No restraints. No remorse. No sadness for the lost. Only what we know here and now! Only that which we remember and treasure dearest.

The blue sky beckons to me. It calls me home. That home which is right here. Lying on the grass below, enthralled by it's endless spectrum of light and glory. Where else would I rather be? There with a friend. One who can appreciate this sky and see it as clearly as I do. With hopeful eyes and a dream of tomorrow. Bring me that sunrise, I'll embrace it as my own. My friend beside me. Let it take us away to the brighter!